A Day Ill Never Forget
so one day last year i was at school, i was in grade 8. at the time i was really over weight & shy. i was sitting in class by my self because both of my friends were out sick. i was also sick that day but i had to go to pass in a project before report cards. so i was sitting in my desk reading a book, i think it was my socials, i was reading about the blue puttees. and how they are respected for being most brave in WW1, or 2, i cant remember. so a bunch of people came into my class, some from 9th grade, some that i used to be friends with, some i didnt even know, so all the girls were calling themselves fat, even though they were about the size of my arm, when all of a sudden this guy, that i dont even remember seeing asks this girl named tina “is book girl fat?”, they were referring to me were i was reading the book, and well it wasnt hard to know because i was the only other one in the class, so this girl tina, she is a dark skinned chinese bitch. she is soo stuck up, and well what she said was “yeah shes fat, shes huge, shes a fucking whale, and im not afraid to say it too her face, her disgusting, fat, face”, i sat there, shocked, i stared down at my book, my eyes were filling with tears. she continued to tell me how i should kill myself, how nobody liked me & how ill never be wanted. a few minutes passed when i then decided to get up and leave, i went to my locker, & started to cry. everyone left the class and the bell rang to warn everyone class was starting, then my usual class began too fill in. i went in to class with my head down so no one could see me crying, i sat through half the class unable to think, thats when i got up and asked the teacher to leave. she brought be out into the hall and asked what was wrong, i told her i felt sick, and wanted to call home. i must have walked down about 300 stairs by the time i finally got the the 2nd last floor, where the office was. so i went in, asked to use the phone, i called home, when my mom answered i asked her if she could pick me up, she asked why, i said “please, just pick me up, please” she wouldnt until i told her, i started to cry on the phone, the vice principle brang me into her office where i talked to her and my mom on the phone. i then put down the phone while she was on her way to get me. my ice principle was a total bitch and said “you know, just because people are saying things too you you still have to come to school”. i felt so unloved, as if nobody cared about my feelings. my mom got my uncle to come and get me. i cried the whole way home. why would someone be this mean to me, i never did anything to anyone, i just started going to the gym, i started to loose weight, then all this happens. days after, this girl tina messaged me. she called me everything, a fat slut, a whale sized whore, a fattass, i still have all the messaged saved to my facebook, it started a big fight, the next day at school, her and 4 other girls came to my locker, they threatened to hurt me, to get people after me, & also decided to call me even more names. it was the first time i ever cursed at someone at school. she called me a bitch, i said “im no bitch, thats you hunny,”, she was walking away, she and her friends turned around and said “aha what was that?” i said “you fucking heard me, go fuck yourself”. she raced over and tried to stab me with a pencil. but she missed and then she left. i ended up tranfering schools, where the students used to bully me at a previous elementary school. i never felt like i fit in. so the next year i went to a new school. i went for 3 days, then transfered to a new school. 4 schools in less than one year, how pathetic is that? but since that day i have changed so much, i am still shy, i am still fat, but i am not scared to stand up for myself. the first time i stood up for my self may have caused me too loose everyone i loved & new since childhood but who cares anyways. we always end up loosing the ones we love.