So this is me. My Name is Michelle Crowley. i secretly hate my name and wish i could go by my middle name, Leigh. im 15 & i live in St.John’s Newfoundland, & I go to Bishops college, im in grade 10 (level 1). i rarely ever go because im sick of being alone and judged for the lies that have been told about me. i may look like a nice, kind and happy girl when i walk through the halls, i am, sometimes! but on the inside im sad, alone and angry. i have nobody too talk to and tumblr is the only way i let my feelings out. im constantly told im fat, ugly, a waste of space. it hurts soo much too feel unwanted. ive tried too commit suicide before. but of course it never worked. everyday of my life is filled with thoughts of suicide, being fat, ugly and constantly crying.
I have gone through alot the passed year. i have transfered schools due to bullying, 4 times. the first transfer changed me. then every other changed me even more, but not for the better. i have gone from a nice quiet happy girl, to a deppressed, self hating, loner. yes i have have friends, but i dont trust them, they always leave me & im left to wander in my thoughts, alone. ive cut, many times. i have scars everywhere, but i always refer to them as cat scratches or marks from falling down.
now, about my feelings for a certain guy. well lets put this out there. i fall too hard for guys, once they catch my heart there is nothing i can do, but stand still and watch them tear out every piece of love and last bit of hope i have. i like, well am in love with a guy who goes to my school, were good friends but i know he would never want someone like me, because truth is he can do a whole lot better.
Feel free to message me or ask a question at anytime, also if you want someone to talk too. i am always here and ill never hurt you, i know what its like to feel alone in a world with people that dont understand you.
if you read the whole thing thank you, thank you for taking the time to read about a nobody and their shitty life.
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well first of all my name is Michelle Crowley, or well Michelle Leigh Crowley -Hearn, thats my full name. anyways, i am almost 15 years old, & im in love with piercings. i am going to grade 10 in september & i live in Newfoundland/Canada. Newfoundland is a beautiful place and i love living here, but when im finished school i plan on moving to Edmonton Alberta. I compete in an Olympic style event for trades & technologies called Skills Canada, it is a multi million dollar event, I have won 6 gold metals since grade 7 for doing 3D Animation, i have gone too nationals all 3 times ive competed, ive gone to Waterloo Ontario, Quebec City Quebec, & Edmonton Alberta, & next year if i win gold again it will be in Vancouver BC. i am a TA (tumblr addict), & my goal is to get
1000 2000 3000 followers.
i am in lovee with many people, heres a few of them, Toby Tobuscus Turner, PewDiePie, Skrillex, Nicki Minaj, Adele, Jennifer Lawrence & Suzanne Collins. some of my favourite tv shows are, The Walking Dead, Criminal Minds, Flash Point, Family Guy, Futurama, Phineas & Ferb, Inside the ER & 48 minutes. favourite movies- The Hunger Games, Precious, CyberBully, The Outsiders, Party X, & Field of Dreams. Favourite Books are, The Hunger Games, Catching Fire, Skeleton Creek, The 39 clues, The tale of Despereaux, Catch me Once Catch me Twice & 50 shades of grey.
now that you know all of the things i love, i might as well tell you the things i usually do from day to day. i am usually on tumblr most of my days, & Listening to music, but when im not i am either reading, making origami, drawing, learning Francais/Espagnol, making up random creations, making crafts, playing with my little sister, going for walks and soon ill be going back to the gym:)